Soft Violet Space

How would if I never see your face again

How would I
ever go on, without you there’s no place to belong

When Sunday lovers gonna lead you back to me,

but till it
doesn’t have an empty heart

 So I’ll
just have to believe somewhere out there you’re thinking of me

            Till the day I let you go, till we say our next hello it’s
not goodbye

 Till I see
you again, I’ll be right here remembering when

            And if time is on our side, there will be no tears to cry on
down the road

 There is
one thing I can’t deny it’s not goodbye

You think I’d be strong enough to make it through,

Rise
above when the rain falls down?

But it’s so
hard to be strong when you’ve been missing somebody so long

It’s just a matter of time on shore, but time takes tight
and I can’t hold on

So, won’t
you try as hard as you can? Put my broken heart together again

 ~Na~ August 07

When tomorrow starts without me, and i’m not there to see
If the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears of me
I wish so much you wouldn’t cry
The way you did today while thinking of the many things we didn’t get to say

I know how much you love me as much as i love you
And each time you think of me I know you willl miss me too

When tomorrow starts without me, please try to understand that an angel came and called my name the tok me by the hand and said my place was ready far above
And that I would have to leave behind all those i dearly love

As I walked through the gates of the end of my life
I felt so much at home

When tomorrow starts without me
Don’t think we are far apart

For everytime you think of me I am right here…
in your heart

This one’s for the mothers Who have lost a child

And this one’s for the lovers Who’ve left their hearts behind

This is for a stranger sleeping in my heart
Who take what he wants and leave while it’s still dark

      
This one’s for the bridesmaid, never the bride

This one’s for the dreamers, who lock their faith inside

And this is for the widows who think there’s only one

Follow your heart, tomorrow the sun will shine
And dry the tears in your eyes

Suddenly love comes alive

No one is glamorously lonely all by themselves, just follow your heart…

"Sound of the Boys"

Silsila yeh chahatka yeh maine bujhe ne diya

Oh piya…yeh diya…

I kept on singing this ones for the one whose far far away for so long

Saaj…tu mere zindagi hai

dat’s all for today na

Khamoshiyan gungunane lage….

Sweet…Memory…

Sunday morning rain is falling,but it won’t stop me to hang out with my only friend that day. Around the Atrium mall,walking down the rain drops. It was on 22nd of January. The very first time in my life,lost in the dream land that i could never thought it would end. But the memory won’t be able to erase,it’ll stay constantly on my mind. The day…the date…the place…the movie…all kinds of everything reminds me of that sunday morning.

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Last year,on 14th of January…

The first time I met my dearest friend

The memory still recall

It’s painful to remember but too sweet to forget

I would never ever erase any sweet moment in time

May he remember me as the swetest memory in life…

Dear my new fren…
At this moment,I do really ned to be alone. It’s not that I don’t need anyone,but I just wanna spend the time with my "Precious" only. It doesn’t mean I don’t wanna give a chance to you,but I’m so sorry if I say that your present makes my heart & my mind lost in confusion.Every time you near me,something keeps a bit but I won’t it happen to me anymore. You already have someone’s waiting for you out there and I can’t be in between.And the point that you gotta know that I’m not a person like I used to. If you willing to change your way then let us learn together,coz im in a learning process.If you don’t then set me free.May you understand…

Dear my far away sweet fren…
We never contact each other anymore. I’m wandering wat you been up to . I do miss your voice. I never thought that i lost in longing your appearance but you’ll never know what’s inside me.
But I wonder with your attitute,when we talked you always give a damn like wanna stole something from me,but when I turn my face on you ,for sudden you walk away  without any word. What you have done to me is totally bad,but you know that I’m an easy person.
I’m telling you dear,a heart is not a kite that you can pull and paid out. But that’s fine,I know you are a person who is in searching the best one. But still when I call you acted like you want me to do something just a distance torn apart.

Dear my old fren…
Hmmmmmmm I just wanna say that I miss you still
Don’t know when I can step a bit further
You still left a vision inside my eyes
And never return my part…

Dear blue eyes…
Let me share you a smile that you always wanna see from my face
^_^
It’s been ages never hear you,would you please send back my snaps????
IM MADDY heheheeee

I’ll Do My Cryin’ In The Rain

I’ll never let you see the way my broken heart is hurting me
I’ve got my pride and I know how to hide all my sorrow and pain
I’ll do my cryin’ in the rain

If i wait for the cloudy skies you won’t know the reain from the tears in my eyes
Though the heartaches remain I’ll do my cryin’ in the rain

Raindrops fallin’ from heaven could never wash away my misery
But since we’re not together I look for stormy wheather
To hide these tears I hope you’ll never see

Someday when my cryin’s done I’m gonna wear a smile and walk in the sun
I may be a fool but till then darling you’ll never see me complain
I’ll do my cryin’ in the rain

Just Walking In The Rain

Just walking in the rain getting soaking wet
Torturing my heart by trying to forget
Just walking in the rain so alone and blue
All because my heart still remembers you

People come to windows They always stare at me
Shaking their heads in sorrow saying "who can that fool be"
Just walking in the rain thinking how we met
Knowing things could change somehow I can’t forget

Just walking in the rain…thinking how we met
Just walking in the rain…Knowing things could change
Just walking in the rain…somehow I can’t forget

Days Like These

The sun was shinning the sky was crying
It just tore apart and down came the rain
And was soaking, yes I was freezing
But I was feeling no kind of pain

Come a fireball I held it in my hand
You see before you a woman who’s known greatness
I had a vision a relevation
I took a look inside of me and I am an sensation

Days like these feel like I can change the world

The sun was shinning, I was crying
I saw a thousand people singing in the rain
And I was thinking about the Indians
And how they say true wisdom only comes from pain

Come a rumbling humbling feeling
Like things will never ever be the same
But what doesn’t kill you only makes you stronger
Today I’m strong enough!

And anyway…hey I love the rain

Singing In The Rain

Im singing in the rain Just singing in the rain
What a glorious feeling I’m Happy again
I’m laughing at clouds so dark up above
Cause the sun’s in my heart and I’m ready for love (REALLY???)
Let the stormy clouds chase
Everyone from the place come on with the rain
I have a smile on my face I’ll walk down the lane
With a happy refrain cause I’m singing in the rain

Biarkanku menjadi sebatang pohon yang rindang
Ku kan tetap berdiri tegak tak peduli cuaca yang bersahabat ataupun tidak
Ku kan slalu berbahagia menyambut sentuhan hangat sang mentari
Dan menikmati belaian lembut titik air hujan

Aku takkan pernah berlari meninggalkan pijakanku
Kuhanya menanti dan menunggu kedatanganmu
Ku kan memberimu tempat untuk berteduh dan bersandar padaku
Daun & rantingkupun dapat kau bawa pergi sesukamu

Aku takkan larut dalam kesedihan memandangmu datang & pergi
Karna kutahu esok kan ada cerita lain mengisi hariku

Jika kumelepaskanmu tanpa penyesalan bukan berarti kutak menyayangimu
Andai kau tahu isi hatiku,Ingin rasanya memintamu tuk menemaniku
Tapi kuhanya sebatang pohon
Yang takkan dapat menahanmu ataupun beranjak ketempat lain

Ku akan merelakan kepergianmu jika itu yang kau inginkan
Dan menanti yang masih membutuhkan kasih sayangku
Sampai daunku kering & berguguran tak berguna lagi
Tapi kumasih menitipkan akarku untukmu atau yang lain

PS: This one’s for all of my beloved friends who stay in my lists ever after

Being together with friends is what I like to do
Together in the whole day through
Any day, anytime, day or night, rain or shine
It’s easier when it’s with a friend or two like you

Why Women Cry Easily!?!!?

One day, a young boy asked his mom.

"why are you crying"

"because Im a woman" she told him.

"I don’t understand" He said.

For all of this hard work, I also gave her a tear to shed , it is hers to use whenever she need it and is her only weakness.

"When you see her cry, tell her how much you love her and all she does for everyone. And even though she may stil cry, you will have made her heart feel good,coz her teardrop can wipe her pain."

"She is Special,though crying is the only she could do and says!"

SO……….

Has a woman ever really loved you??
Think the one you might ever made her crying…

Maybe she’s your grandma, mama, spouse, or your beloved friend…???

Yes,the one who ever cry out for you is the one who loves you with all her heart.

Lovely Naena
:)  ^_^  \(^0^)/

Collection from grretings.com

This is the shape of my heart for my frens…

I love You Guys……..

Apalah jadinya seorang wanita yang tadinya sholehah jadi Tak Punya Arah Hidup karna Virus Merah Jambu???

Silahkan baca kisah singkatnya, n give comment kalau mau…

Oktober 10:06 WIB

Assalamualaikum Wr Wb

Saya benar benar merasakan kebingungan disaat ini. Di usia yang tidak lagi muda, 26 tahun, dimana sebagian teman teman saya sudah mempunyai pendamping hidup tapi saya masih saja sendiri. Terkadang saya sangat iri melihat orang lain yang ‘maaf’ jauh dibawah saya tetapi sudah mempunyai suami.

Saya benar benar merasa kesepian yang amat sangat, tanpa teman dan sanak famili di Jakarta. Terkadang saya ingin mengakhiri hidup, tapi saya takut masuk neraka dan membuat malu kedua orang tua saya.

Bahkan sampai saat ini, sudah 4 bulan mantan saya menikah (PW) tapi saya masih belum mampu melupakannya, belum bisa menerima pernikahannya dan masih mencintainya, masih mengejar ngejarnya. Saya tau saya salah dan dosa tapi perasaan saya sangat sulit untuk dikotrol.

Tolonglah apa yang harus saya lakukan? Saya benar benar sudah tidak tau lagi sebenarnya untuk apa dan untuk siapa saya hidup. Bahkan jika saya sedih saya sudah tidak bisa lagi mengeluarkan air mata, perasaan saya sudah benar benar mati rasa.

DS

…..bukankah masih ada Yang Maha Menguasai hati, Yang Maha Membolak Balikkan hati? Tapi terkadang orang yang lagi patah hati gitu susah untuk menerima masukan, yahhh denger seh denger tapi masuk telinga kanan keluar telinga kiri….